Saturday, August 28, 2010

So it's been awhile...


I feel like for every stride I make, I take two strides back. lol.

I also feel overwhelmed with what I should write here since sort of a lot has happened since my last entry...

Work is...ok. I'm feeling very burned out these days. I've definitely lost a lot zest for life. I feel like a mouse in a wheel, just pointlessly running in place 7 days a week. I'm not making very good money and I'm not really enjoying much out of life. lol. I need a vacation and a change. which brings me to...

So I think I'll be moving back home for a bit once the lease is up here. I feel like it may be good to clean my slate, save up some money and figure out what my plan is in a safe space. I wont have to worry about anything, really...and maybe I can FINALLY get rid of some of the lingering feelings I've been having towards my roomate (which really covers the gamut of emotions). It will definitely be stressful in other ways, like being a 28 yr old man who will now be living with his parents in the middle of nowhere, but ultimately I think I'll be able to give more focus to my health/fitness and save some serious cash. I get really sad when I think about giving up my independance, losing the conveinance of the city and well, missing Billy but I know it's a HUGE step in the right direction for now.

Lastly, I've been dating again! lol. I'm not going to dedicate any specific entries as I did previously but it seems promising. He's funny, he can hold a conversation and he's attractive, tho not what I usually go for. It will be interesting to see how things play out in regards to my future plans but i'm not going to give it too much thought at this point.